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ABOUT THE ARTIST
I was born in the town of Jerez de la Frontera, in Southern
Spain, and raised in the nearby town of Puerto de Santa Maria.
I have many early memories that include drawing and painting.
I don’t remember any coloring books. Making marks was
an urgent need for me as a child, almost physical. I remember
going to my father’s study for the white thick paper
he kept there: “PAPA! I NEED TO PAINT! In my late teens
I fell in love with music. I sang with a group briefly, and
did a radio program for about 3 months before being fired
for saying something about Franco. Oh, well.
My first semester in the university I took Life Drawing
and four core classes. One of them was Intro to Psychology.
I fell hard for the brain and for learning. The more I knew,
the more I wanted to know, so the decision was effortless
to pursue psychology as a career with the ultimate goal
of doing research and teaching.
In my senior year I read a book by the Russian neurologist
Alexander Luria that completed the shaping of my future
for the next 20 years. I graduated from the doctoral program
in 1988 and began my career as a clinical neuropsychologist.
The work has been intense and rewarding. I do not regret
my choice. But around the mid 90’s I began to feel
an unease that I could not ignore nor resolve. I worked
in my garden, constantly adding or changing to achieve colors
and textures. I made quilts obsessively for two years, each
next quilt becoming less and less structured. Still, the
feeling that I was missing something in my life was very
strong.
Around that time my father became ill. He got so weak that
he could no longer enjoy his favorite hobby of making model
ships from scratch. So he began to paint in watercolor.
On the weekly phone calls we talked about this as a cover
up for things we would never say out loud, and for emotions
we could not express. Because he was doing watercolors I
signed up for a 6 week, once a week class offered by the
city of Ventura, where I live. Three weeks later I enrolled
in watercolor painting in the community college.
My good luck, the only night class in that media was taught
by Beverly Decker. I don’t know how she does it, but
I have attended as many of her classes as I could so I can
tell you: Every student ends the semester having achieved
incredible progress. But Beverly never corrects. She “only”
demonstrates and encourages.
By the middle of the semester I had taken over the downstairs
of my house with ongoing projects. Two years later we remodeled
so I could have a studio of my own upstairs. Meanwhile Beverly
introduced me to monotypes, and this has become my first
love. I bought a small press and worked almost exclusively
on monotypes for more than a year. As things go, not long
after the remodeling project was finished I had the chance
to buy my own medium size press. Too large and heavy for
upstairs, I put it in the garage. That was too limiting,
so when the opportunity came to become involved in the Bell
Arts Factory, I signed up for studio space there.
I am most interested in exploring color in composition,
although I can get quite excited about form alone. Colors,
shapes, relationships and contrasts, and how they can change
or interact. Sometimes my dreams give me images, beautiful
images that disappear when I’m awake. I think the
images are there somewhere, pushing to come out of my hands.
My work is mostly non-representational or abstract, but
sometimes I do representational images as a way to re-ground
myself in observation of forms and relationships. Water
media and oil etching inks in my monotypes are standards.
But collage and transfers also happen in my work sometimes.
In 2001 I was introduced to book art. The intimate nature
of the viewer-image relationship is very appealing to me.
In addition, book art is the ideal form to work in collaboration
with other artists, and these types of projects are very
appealing to me. I have worked with one-of-a-kind forms
but plan to do limited edition volumes in the near future.
I owe Beverly Decker and Saul Bernstein, wonderful teachers,
a debt of gratitude and love. I owe Kandinsky, Diebenkorn,
and Arshile Gorky the implicit permission to experiment
and let my style change as new issues arise or new perspective
develops.
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